Sexual states and writing

Writing stories or verses always aroused me more than reading them, and that is the main reason I do not write any more. I'm 86, partly handicapped, and long past the days when I could have a real erection. (Orgasm is still possible, but it's a pale shadow of what I used to experience). But a decade or so ago, I wrote to become aroused, and that was the best part of being a member of this library - going somewhere to get spanked was possible, but difficult, whereas writing for this library was always "at hand."