I really thought I had once responded to this topic, but it seems that is not the case. However, given that I have not contributed a new piece here since November of 2017, maybe responding now will offer a slightly more reflective perspective on inspiration. My past pieces grew out of several kinds of origins. Many were fictionalized rehashes of actual experiences from my own life whose underlying issues felt powerful to me (The Confession, Simplicity, Double Dare). Some were only loosely inspired by actual events but more deeply rooted in either unresolved thoughts (Still a Mom, The Right Cousin, Milgram 2016) or in my personal take on what fuels a D/s, DD, spanking relationship ( The Arrangement, His and Hers, Bare Bottomed Contemplation), OR on how I felt growing up as a kid and realizing I was 'this way' (The Woman of the Well, Emulating Tom, Deep Pockets, Crushed). A few simply gave me a fictional outlet to explore my own love of age reversals ( An Age Thing, The Delta Tau Solution, Deep Pockets). Other pieces were prompted by the challenges (C5, The Heirloom, Study in Scarlet, What If? ), and still others popped out of little joke-twists that occurred to me at times, that I felt could make for a cute story ( The Top's Mistake, Three Piggies, Proxy) . Lastly, there actually were several pieces that were intentional skewerings of trends, comments, reactions, and genres expressed here at the LSF that I felt called out for a twisted, alternate view ( Schoolgirl's Spanking, Montage, Becket Revisited). Looking back, still other random pieces arose from equally random mental provocations ( Proof's in the Pudding, The Friend, No Good Deed).
And given that array of disparate inspirations, I have not written a new piece in years. I still live the lifestyle, and I still have adventures worthy of fictionalized immortalization. I even have ideas so interesting that I have even gotten to the point of rough outlines.......only to have them wither in a limbo of inaction. Lately I have not even had the simplest of storylines pop in my head. It's like a switch has been turned off. And if this post is about "inspiration" I wonder if the aspect of what inspires us to follow through is not as....or even more.....important than where our ideas originate?
I don't know what killed my inpetus to write (though I have some unsettling ideas) but dead it is. |