RikSpanks:
I currently have an idea for a story, which popped into my head a couple months ago, that I would not submit here, or anywhere.... that is so abusive that..... There can be no justification for the punishment my brain has dreamed up....
But, dammit, I need to write it down just to get it out of my head.
Nothing wrong with that, IMO. I've dreamed up many such stories, and currently have one in mind that I may or may not put into actual words (but would not post anywhere.) Sometimes I can create a story that can be posted from a watered-down version of a more abusive scenario.