Congratulations! I feel ya. I recently (that is, within the last couple years) got to experience my own first real spankings. I'm 50 years old, and I have been writing spanking fiction since I was 14 years old. The characters in my stories, specifically the spankees, have not aged along with me, so my stories feature teenaged girls being spanked by parents or teachers.
Because everything I write is complete fiction, where no real person actually gets hurt, my stories tend to subject these teen girls to completely outrageous spankings that go on into the hundreds of blows. At some point in my late 40s, I started to wonder, "Could *I* take a spanking like the ones I write?"
As luck would have it, shortly before my 48th birthday, I met a local woman (in a bar) who is a fellow kinkster. I had just ended up sitting at the same table with her and her friend, because the bar was crowded, and I saw some empty chairs and asked, "Do you mind if I sit here?" I overheard some conversation between her and her friend, and realized I was sitting with a fellow spanko. I identified myself as "one of those", and we hit it off. She was a few years older than me, and identified as a "sub".
A couple months later, I was at that bar on my 48th birthday, and she offered to let me spank her as a birthday present. I thought about it, and then turned it around: I asked her to give me a birthday spanking. We went back to my place, and she administered 48 solid spanks to my ass, using the various lame implements I had.
Later, she hooked me up with the FetLife community, and between her and the Internet, I met a local Domme. I found a company that makes spanking implements, and started buying toys that matched up with the implements used in my stories ... and then I asked that Domme to help me recreate some of the spankings that I had written, with myself as the spankee. I seriously wanted to find out if I, an adult male, could endure the same spankings that my writing had subjected teenage girls to.
Answer: Yes. Yes I could. I had purchased a paddle made of oak, long enough to cover both butt cheeks at once. I handed that to this Domme and told her to give me 300 good hard whacks.
She did. And I took it. HURT LIKE HELL! But I forced myself to endure the pain.
It was AWESOME! |