I do this for my and maybe if I'm lucky, for others enjoyment.
I know that someday I won't be able to write, for one reason or another. When that day arrives, I'll most likely disappear from your vision and I'll be forgotten, whatever I wrote will be in the dustbin of history, which is probably where it belongs.
I know this sounds bleak, but as opposed to the make believe, pretend world I write in, I try to live in the real world in the here and now.
Over the last few years, I've lost good, long time friends. I have good friends now who are fighting cancer and other potentially mortal diseases, I've personally have come perilously close to being homeless. This website, and what writing I've contributed have been an escape for me, and at times a badly needed escape.
The future, I have no idea what the future will be for the Library, I hope it's kept alive and thriving in some form long after I'm gone. I'd love it if decades after I'm gone if someone finds my work and appreciates it. However, if I'm forgotten about, that's all right also. |