Noah:
Some of the writers, who have commented, approach writing as a craft. Writing for me is an outlet. - An emotional release. It is a blunt instrument. Everytime I try to change a story to make it more intelligible for others, it seems to lose it's personal meaning.
I started "journaling" late in life. It kept me from lashing out in the real world. Spanking, or issues related to spanking, were causing conflict. I started to fictionalize the setting and the characters. I wanted to explain and resolve grievances. For me, it's therapy.
Much of this sounds familiar. I wrote my first spanking story as an attempt at self-therapy more than fifteen years ago. I assumed at the time that it would remain the only one, but then I had an idea for another and quite different one, and thought it might be interesting to try it out. Then I went back to the first story and wrote a sequel, and then I was hooked.
Over the years, I think I have been through three or four phases. The first phase was all about letting out pent-up thoughts and feelings about spanking. The second was more explorative; I tried to imagine what a consensual spanking relationship between adults could look like (I never really had one). In the third phase, I started to approach "writing as a craft", as Noah calls it. I found this an intriguing challenge, but I also discovered that it could easily lead to letting the baby out with the bathwater - as my literary ambitions grew, I did at times lose sight of what to me should be the center of gravity of a spanking story: the excitement produced by imagining a proper spanking.
So what about the possible fourth phase? It might be where I am now: Apathy.