Often123:
Can you share how you discovered your interest?
Strangely enough, I can't remember much detail or pinpoint a certain event that might have triggered it.
I think one of the triggers was
this scene from the movie Live Nude Girls. Sexy woman, gorgeous bottom, and she likes it! I was around 16 years old when I stumbled on that movie on tv.
Around the same time we discussed medieval times in literature class at school, which included the position of women in those days. I remember wondering what that would be like, having to submit to your husband. Growing up in West Europe in the 90s and early 2000s, I had to come to terms with that fascination so the first spanking stories I looked up were mostly about English teens being spanked in school (in the days that was still common) and stories set in Victorian or medieval times.
And what might also play a role for me is the idea of having the guts to be rebellious and facing the consequences. I was always very much a goody-two-shoes for fear of consequences.
I guess it's complicated
