When did you first realize?

Yankee, it isn't wrong for spanking to be sexualised at all (IMO), I only felt sick when it was my mom threatening me. It's becuase spanking and sex was interwoven in my psyche even before I knew what sex was. I had this feeling of wrongness when my mom threatened me because it was sexual to me and she was family. I didn't understand it then but when I think about it now I think I would have been scarred had she ever followed through.

Thanks for your response. It is meaningful and I understand I think we were all made, not learned. Regards. Donald.

like a lot of the others i do not really remember a time i was not into spanking. From what i have read it was some trauma in my life, but to this day and i am 65 i do not remember any one particular incident that led me to spanking. I got excited in newspaper comics that i looked esp. for like Little Iodine and Smiln' Jack. Others i looked at because there were some spankable females like Jackson Twins; Wendy Winkle;Brenda Starr and of course in Lil Abner Daisy Mae and Moonbeam Mcswine and in some of those strips i was rewarded with a spanking threat or a spanking itself. Tv had several spankings like i love LUcy, Mccales Navy (babette) and a few others. i also remember some movies being shown on TV Public Deb. # 1, Flying Down to Rio,Across The Wide Missouri, Frontier Gal and others. so was i made or is it learned i choose made as i remember things from when i was very young that shows i was into spanking when i was 3 or 4. Have a great day.
Jim