Keeping it simple, first off what is wrong with a simple hello to those you meet, that is a normal non threatening action, will most times garner at minimum a hello in response and often start a interaction brief or otherwise.
If i may be so bold, put the BDSM club/young lady aside for a moment and try just saying hello, hi etc to those you meet in day to day contact be that passing in street, in shop queues, etc, non threatening situations, just see what response you get from just initiating a hello, some will just respond with just hello, others will elaborate, even if it is to comment on the weather, how busy shop is etc, however you will have initiated conversation, broken the ice and fact is most people are friendly, not rude and non judgemental, and if you ever get a non response or a negative one then that most definitely is their deficit not yours, sadly there are some such folk.
You are asking for strategies on how to talk to this particular lady at the BDSM club, i say get your confidence in day to day interactions first, social awkwardness surprisingly is quickly overcome once a level of confidence is gained, everyone attending the BDSM club has a shared interest so that is common ground from outset.
I can assure you that everyone at times has confidence issues, fears, anxieties etc some hide it better than others by using coping strategies, be that using bravado, always making initial contact so they control the interaction or generally just acting confidently, i was taught when scared in a street, to walk tall, walk confidently, and you no longer present as a victim despite feeling scared inside.
32, health issues and still live with parents because of financial situation, lets break that down, 32yrs old, nothing wrong with that so that's not a negative, health issues, those are regrettable, but most certainly not a barrier/negative to a interaction, you still live with parents due to financial reasons, again not a negative, many would say you must be a decent guy if parents still feel able to let you to live there and that you can live with them, likewise people could well see your living there as showing you have good commonsense, in that you are good manager of limited finances. All those things you see as negatives above, are only going to be known to a stranger/new person you meet if you actually tell them.
With regard to your comment about "not at all pleasant to look at" that Sir is your opinion, once you develop confidence which you will, any imperfections you imagine you have will at worst, be put to the back of your mind rather than it being in the forefront, and at at best forgotten completely.
Oh for a world of only beautiful people, but Sir that is not the way it is, look at our war heroes of recent conflicts who lost limbs, lost sight, had disfiguring injuries etc. One moment they were the fittest, strongest, healthiest and most independent guys you could meet, next moment and for rest of life they are not, do you see most of those after the initial period, developing self loathing etc, most certainly not, they get on with things using positive mental attitude.
So go for it, a cheery hello, a smile and you will find you get a positive response most of the time, once that ice has been broken, conversation develops, life opens up and maybe, just maybe you could be giving a hot derriere to the lady of your choice.
Please excuse length of response, always was told i was too talkative |