I think that like most bottoms, I have tried self spanking and while the after effects are similar the whole experience leaves, at least in my mind, much to be desired. I find it is better to be a complete brat. At least being a brat you get the opportunity to totally piss the lady off. Out comes the hair brush and down go the trousers and over the knee you go. Of course the down side is you have extreme difficulty sitting comfortably for a good few days because you end up getting what someone once called, a mama spanking, for you Tops out there who have forgotten what a mama spanking is. Here is a description of it There are no safe words, there are no court of appeals. There is no higher court, no jury, no judge, only mama and you have committed the cardinal sin, you have peed mama off. It is no use crying before the first spank has even struck home, nor is it of any value to be stoic and try not to cry, mama has only one aim in mind and that is to teach you a lesson you will never forget. She will stop spanking only when she deems it right to stop, of course by this time you have long entered spank land and are convinced you will never be allowed to leave. |