Arcane359:
That made me think a while. Do I really just write for my own gratification?
All of this packing and unpacking in my big move to the South has unearthed journals I have not looked at for years. I've been writing them since I was 10 years old. I've always written for me. I have notebooks of poems I've composed, for me, that I share in a class or the collection of family stories I wrote for my Dad after my mother passed in 2007.
But what good is writing - other than journals that express feelings that might best remain private, if it is to examine our acts and make sense of our lives. As I packed I often came across drawers full of thank you notes for condolence poems over the year I'd completely forgotten I'd penned. A shelf full of notebooks from classes, poetry readings, memories from my children; these journals are more vivid than any photos I shot.
All writers write to be read. That's the purpose of writing. When I was in school, the only one who read what I wrote was the teacher. No one shared, there was no such thing as author's chairs or read around groups where kids could get feedback from their classmates. We wrote in isolation.
Here, I write for all of you. I do it because I enjoy the act of writing and you tell me you enjoy reading it.
When I write for you, I do consider what you might like. Receiving comments confirms I am on the right track. But here in this place there is more than just stories of spanking, there is this lively community ready to deliver instant feedback, make requests, wish you the best when a grandmother passes or a bone breaks...And all this interaction make writing for you a wondrous privilege.
xx
Islandcarol