Thank you for the thoughtful and informative replies. It all makes sense to me. Burgundy, you said some interesting things that raise issues. Type of pain (paddle, belt etc) affecting arousal potential I had not considered. I was thinking about degree. Of course a lot of factors affect response, and getting them all right is the quest. A few times over 20 years, you said. Not easy. That raises something that puzzles me about spanking. It can't be something one wants all the time. Presumably, if sore from the last, one does not want another. If there is a spanking relationship, one may want the activity while the other does not, or cannot. Like sex, but more so. The spanker can do it any time, but not so the spankee. It must make life complicated. Also, Burgundy, you said you are not much involved now and are not motivated. Yet you write stories and obviously are involved in imagination. That interests me and is unexpected, but I can imagine how it happens. Others affirm that arousal can accompany the pain of the moment, sometimes, all things lining up well. I did a bit of reading, and it seems that pain and pleasure activate the same area of the brain, and both involve the secretion of dopamine. The true masochists one reads about, may be able efficiently to switch between states. The fantasy, or at least the mental processes accompanying spanking, are critical, as some of you said. For a woman being spanked (or a man, I suppose) emotive/arousal factors may be the exposure and shame of it, the feeling of vulnerability and helplessness, fear, being in someone's power and having no choice over level and degree of suffering, and trust in the partner. Then there is the pain itself, and presumably later comforting and the bonding of the experience. I'm guessing, but they seem to be the elements to me. When I said that pain didn't matter to me, I meant that the idea of hurting someone is not part of my attraction to spanking. I can't really explain what is, but it is more a visual and situational thing; but it is all abstract as I don't do it. It is a fascinating thing that I doubt anyone understands. |