I think the comparison to homosexual people is it. We are what we are. When the spanko gene is triggered, it's there. So, when my S.-G. was triggered?
Not in my childhood. Grown up in Western Germany in a very special environment, agnostic, humanitarian, union, consumer cooperative, social democratic party, fighting for democracy against the conservatives and yes, some lasting Nazis, in the late forties, fifties, beginning sixties spanking or other harsh punishments at home or in -our- school were a big NO NO. Children's rights had to be respected.
Not in my puberty. I was grown up with: a man doesn't beat a woman. So I was a polite young man to the girls and wondered why the bad boys got the nicest.
The first time I remember I was interested was in 1975. I was to a military training in the USA and one of my fellows was reading a magazine called National Lampoon. Title "back to college". On the front page a picture of an older man spanking a woman. He didn't lent it to us others, but I remember this picture gave me some pretty nights full of fantasies. You can find that picture now at some sites.
Then I spanked a partner after she had thrown a pan at me in an argument about her alcohol consume. I was furious, ripped her clothes down, put her over my knees and spanked her till she stopped fighting and was crying and apologizing. And then she pulled me to the bedroom.
You would think I got it now? Wrong. To my astonishment she got annoyed, when I apologized to her.
Two wrecked relationships later, I was really introduced to punishment spanking by a lady who teased me, I couldn't handle her, because I didn't punishing her, even when she behaved very bad to me. With her I really learned also to appreciate the erotic that is in a wriggling behind over my knees, and of a woman feeling captured and helpless under my will.
So now it's out, I am a spanko only since my forty-twoth year.
Even if we broke up later because our professional ways parted, since than I can see me as a strict man who wishes to be respected as the HOH from his partner. But not to much, because I would wish to have a reason for a spanking then and then.
I have learned from strong minded women that the idea of spanking a woman by her man, when she misbehaves, this idea isn't outdated. |